The blood is what justifies us before the Father. That is established, but this is different. A lie can be very deeply seated in the mind and be a controlling influence in our lives. The lie causes us to think only in a certain way even if we believe in the blood of Jesus or we don’t.
A person is born having inherited good traits and bad traits from his ancestors. It is too difficult to explain to you because of the language difference I think. But basically, one lie that is a part of my deep thinking has been that I have to fix problems in order to feel like I am useful and valuable.
If I cannot fix a problem then I feel useless and worthless. And really, deep inside, the worthlessness drives and pushes me to fix problems. It acts like a curse. There are spirits of darkness attached to the wound. This is what I was born with. All my life I have struggled against feelings of shame and worthlessness.
Coming to Jesus did not change that. Believing in the blood is great. But strongholds and inherited iniquities are different. They must have God’s light shone on them and the whole ugly thing must be exposed by His love. Then repented of believing the lies. Also renounce the sin of the ancestors who used ungodly power to fix problems.
For instance: I know that my mother used palm reading/divination to predict my future. She asked a medium to tell her my future. Another of her friends was an astrologer. There is a family history going back in my family tree, that used occult power to solve problems. These sins are then visited or put on the children ie, me. The blood of Jesus makes it so that I can come to God forgiven and cleansed…BUT that does not deal with the iniquities(sins of the fathers before me). These thinking processes that drive a person to think in a certain way- strongholds are in a child from birth.
Christians talk about deliverance from a demon–but that does nothing if we do not see the thinking that allows the demon to keep controlling us. This is what God is doing in me these days. The thinking is deeply hidden. Men everywhere are in our position brother. Depressed, no work, in bondage to sins of the flesh etc etc. But a few days ago when I heard the teaching on the Aramean curse by Arthur Burk…and then renounced the lie,… I have since had more light given to me by the Lord.
He has been showing me how very controlling the lie ” that I must fix problems or I am not valid ” is. For someone like me who believes this lie, everything they see is a problem to fix.My children’s problems becomes a problem I must fix. If I cannot , then I feel totally worthless. The propaganda matrix hiding the truth of who the enemy really is the Illuminati, is a problem I have tried to fix for years. I have tried so hard to wake people up to the truth and failed everytime. This leads to depression because inside of me is a lie that says I must fix problems or my whole identity is worthless. Being unwell and sick is a problem I must fix…that is what this belief in the lie forces me to try to do. The truth is YES, I AM CALLED TO FIX PROBLEMS but only the ones that God directs me to fix…and only through His power….not my own and not occult power. That is what my ancestors did. Someone back in my family tree used occult power to fix a problem and that set up the same lie and demons in my life. It is called iniquity by God.
Ex 20:5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
Exo_34:7 Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children’s children, unto the third and to the fourth generation.
A person with that in their past comes to Jesus and gets born again and washed etc….but deep inside the lie is working. It has been working since birth. During childhood this lie in the deep places of the soul sets up the child to do the same sin as his ancestors did. When faced with pressures at school I took drugs. Now I know that that is forgiven me. But the deeper problem has never been repented of, because it has remained hidden from me.
That deeper problem is this lie I am telling you about.
The lie says, “I must fix problems to be able to think of myself as a valuable important person.” This lie is embedded in my hardrive and needs to be scanned by a deep antivirus program called the light of the God!! And then when recognised, it needs to be repented of, turned away from as a lie, and a new belief put in it’s place.
The new right and true belief for this particular lie is that I am valuable as a human being because I am loved by God.
I know that in my head of course….but it has to go to the deeper level like you said brother, from your time of praying for me.
After 26 years you would think I knew in my deeper heart that God loves me whether I can fix problems or not wouldn’t you? I have been in worship teams in churches, I have preached, I have led many to the Lord, etc etc etc. BUT DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL I DO NOT BELIEVE HE LOVES ME.
Why?
It is a curse in operation that was inherited from my forefathers. This is what God is now exposing and breaking. He is going to do it, because this is a problem I CANNOT FIX.
Yes definitely my physical heart murmur and palpitations are related to all of this that is happening in my spirit and soul.
I am not able to relax into God’s care and love because of deep things….lies that I believe on a deep level, that I have believed since birth….and now HE is showing me that these lies are there in me, because of the forefathers before me, going back 4 generations.
Each lie must be recognised and renounced and cleansing received. Then the thinking that was a part of the working of the lie must be recognised and turned away from. Then new beliefs put in and acted on to make them a part of me.
This kind of thing is scriptural for sure. The sacrifice was not just killed as a whole animal..it had to be dissected up into parts and washed. The intestines and the kidneys and the liver and the spleen and the fat , and the heart…etc etc. This is inner healing.
Psa_51:6 Behold, You desire truth in the inward parts, And in the hidden part You will make me to know wisdom.
Psa_139:13 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother’s womb.
Exo 29:22 “Also you shall take the fat of the ram, the fat tail, the fat that covers the entrails, the fatty lobe attached to the liver, the two kidneys and the fat on them, the right thigh (for it is a ram of consecration),
God is wanting to wash our inward parts. Washing speaks of the Word. The lies in the inward parts control all our decisions and actions. Simply believing in the Blood of Jesus does not touch these lies at all. They are deep things inside us that only the master Physician with His sword of the Spirit can expose. I have believed in the blood to make me right with God for 26 years. No change to the deep inner person and the decisions that I take which lead me always downward and into barrenness.
That is changing I hope and I pray!!
Bless you brother!
Thanks for your friendship and your prayers I value them very highly and I value you brother.